It's Monday :)

Aslmualaikum. Actually, I don't really know what's entry title.haha.

So, today is Monday! Most of us hate Monday because it's the beginning of our working days, and the end of our holidays. I don't really like Monday too. the proof is, i woke up late this morning and punch in at around 9am. Well, don't be surprised, my working hours is actually 10am. I seldom late to the office but today, because I'm so sleepy after Sahur at 3.30am, so i decided to sleep after performing Subuh prayer.haha...I'm not so indolent going to work, but i don't like to be the latecomers.^_^ Just for today only.peace (",)Y.

These are my tasks to be done today:

1- Marking the papers (as I mentioned yesterday).

2- Edit the question papers.

3- Complete the "keraian" form.

4- Follow up with IDP regarding my application to Curtin.

5- IELTS (Booking the date).

6- Edit the minute. (for our last week meeting).

7- Will be updated soon.

I just hope that i can finish these tasks today before I leave the office for a holiday. Opps, ya, gotta help my friend to fill up the questionnaires.

I'm fasting today :)

That's all for today.^___^

Yours Sincerely,

Roxanne :)

Sunday Mode :)

Aslmualaikum to all of the readers^___^

Well, I try to make my entry as short as possible for today.haha.
Tomorrow is Monday and i have a lot of things to do before applying for a leave.
So to make it simple, here are my tasks for tomorrow:

1) Marking Paper.(I don't want to write about this further because it's CONFIDENTIAL.).

2) Do some corrections. (Also CONFIDENTIAL).

3) Complete my application form for IELTS and UMS.

4) Clean up my office and keep my office tidy. My office always in a mess.haha

5) Apply for a leave through the i-staff portal.

6) Follow up my application to Curtin University of Technology, Australia.

7) Will be updated soon, maybe tomorrow :P

Let's enjoy this Sunday before struggle for Monday!

Yours Sincerely,

Roxanne ^____^

My latest news for my further studies story

Aslmualaikum and hello there ^_^

It's not the latest news actually. haha...I'm just thinking of what will happen if continue in Aussie? Or what will happen if i continue here? I have some dilemmas to consider here.

1- I haven't been interviewed yet by the admin for the scholarship. I don't know when, and what makes me really worried is, the commencement date for the Aussie's Uni is on this July, the exact date is 9th of July 2012. So how can i make the preparation if I haven't been interviewed? And do you know how long i have to wait after the interview? 3 Months! Now, it is already the end of May, so should I suppose to continue my intention to go to Aussie?

2. I haven't book for the IELTS (International English Language Teaching System) yet. My major problem is the financial problem. I do have enough money for that, but I still have more responsibilities to consider, which requires a lot of money. Besides, if i take the IELTS exam before this coming July, the offer for the scholarship is not out yet. I have to pay the IELTS only using the credit card. I have to send my passport sized photo together with the application. The photo must be without a spectacle.Haiya...I'm a spectacle girl.haha... So CEREWET.

3. I already applied for Universiti Malaya and I also want to send another application to our local uni here, Universiti Malaysia Sabah.

4. I have to tell this to my boss.huhu

I think that's all i want to share for now. Have a nice sleep and good night :)

Yours Sincerely,

Roxanne ^_^

Chatting with my beloved dad

Aslmualaikum to all of the readers out there...

Today is Saturday and i just want to rest after a hectic week since Monday.
Well, back to main topic. I had a chat with my dad just now through the FACEBOOK.

I miss my dad even though we haven't met since i was child. I managed to find him through the internet. haha.No one help me.it's really worth.

I had just asked him to send me the copies of his old IC and his current American IC.(Well, my dad will become the American citizen he said to me).Now he has the Hawaiian ID. It's hard for me to explain why i really need those things but i just want to prepare for my marriage, just in case. I don't want to burden him to sent all those documents,but i have to. Sorry daddy.

Tonight, there will be a birthday party cum gathering for Auntie Alice Marcus Thien.She's celebrating her 80th Birthday!haha...I'm a little bit shy when attending such gathering especially, going to meet my dad's side relatives. I don't know why, but dad said i'm silly if i feel shy.haha

That's all for today :) Nothing much to share.haha

Yours Sincerely,

Roxanne ^____^

Not in a good mood :(

Aslmualaikum...

I start my entry today with a question, is it hard for the men to understand women? I don't know if it is so difficult to understand me. In other words, I'm not understandable. Well, it depends on how well you can handle me, my weaknesses, my bad manner and so on. But, for me, if u really can accept your loved ones weaknesses, the term understandable or not should not be raised as an issue. Ok stop talking about that. I don't want to be so emotional.
I just came back to my office from meeting. So many works to do, it makes me under pressure and not in a good mood. This 2pm, i have another meeting and a course to attend. Which one i should choose? This is crazy. I'm not an AMOEBA (kind of bacterial species) which can divided into two.haha...So i choose to go for the course instead of attending the meeting which can cause me bored to death!

That's all for today.
Yours Sincerely,

Roxanne ^_^

Family Dinner

Aslmualaikum :)

Hehe..My last post for today.^_*
I just get back to my office since lunch. I have some activities with the students just now.
I'm thinking of bringing my family for a dinner tonight but depends la. Before my pockets teared up by unexpected spending, I think it is a cool idea to bring my family for a dinner. My perfect suggestion should be Gayang Seafood Restaurant :P (I did mention this yesterday right but this is another story). I pledge to myself to make my family happy before i leave them for continuing my studies.

It is already 5.14pm and I have to perform Asar first before i drive home. Opps, those who drive, don't accelerating your fuel pedal ya,It's a waste for ya.(Thanks for the commercial break.haha).Gotta see you tomorrow :)

Wassalamualaikum.

Yours Sincerely,

Roxanne ^_^

My further studies story

Aslmualaikum to all of the readers out there :)

Today i would like to share something about my future.
I'm currently working now. And my job requires me to further my studies until i confirmed and then continue once again till i get the PhD certificate. It is so challenging to me.huhu and i have to think about so much stuffs when i want to further my studies especially when my beloved boss push me to further overseas.
Actually, The further studies' planning had been gyrated over my mind since last year. I already being interviewed for a scholarship and expecting to be enrolled on September last year. But, what happen is, because of the shortage of academic staffs in economics, i have to postpone my intention and eventually i heard from the admin that i can't get the offer and they encouraged me to further myself without the scholarship. That means i have to apply for the university myself, and self-funding. That was tough for me, although most of friends, already continued their studies and nearly graduating around this year and next year. I don't think i can manage my time for studies and work. But i tried to apply the local university here in Sabah, and waiting for the offer this year. (Even it's late for me and my age).

Suddenly, around February this year, a friend of mine, told me that the scholarship application was open again. So, i took this opportunity, AGAIN, but this time, i prepared a very good back up so that I have two plans, A's PLAN, and B's PLAN. I asked my boss first whether i can apply this scholarship again, he said yes. But his answer at that time, even it is a YES, along with the suggestion for me to further to Australia. At that time, i don't have any doubt but said YES. That's because, i was being hurt my someone i loved and i wanted to go far from here. I tried to apply all the universities in Aussie and now I'm waiting for the conditional offer so that i can bring the letter for my scholarship's interview. (My boss's suggestion).

But, without telling him, i already prepared my backup and apply for the local university. Well, at least, if the scholarship's offer out and says i must further here in Malaysia, i have the backup.haha

My dilemma now is my savings. If i have to take the IELTS Exam, it costs about RM590 and I'm not saying that i can't afford to pay it, but still, a lot of things needed for consideration. I hope i can take the IELTS Exam before the enrollment date in July. HOPEFULLY INSYAALLAH.

I think that's all for today. Since i don't have so much ideas to write, I will continue to mention about my studies in my next entry. Take care :)

Yours Sincerely,

Roxanne :)

Today is a Great day ^_^

Aslmualaikum to all of you :)

My entry title sounds something good but actually it isn't.haha..just today is the govt's pay day so of course today will be a great day for all of the government's servants :).

I'm planning to go to Sabah's most famous Seafood Restaurant here, Gayang Seafood and then i will rushed back home to go for a kenduri in our hometown.

My day started today with attending an economic conference which entitled "The Significance of Sabah Development Corridor." This conference was organized by the final semester students in BBA (Economics) as a requirement for their subject of Economics Issues. I was attracted to a talk by my own boss, Dr. Imbarine on the (i dont remember the title), but i can see that the topic is about the alignment between the SDC and the NEM (New Economic Model) which spread out into 12 National Key Economics Areas (NKEA).

Actually, i have another program which held at the same time just now and i have to monitor the program but my commitment will goes to this conference. It's hard to handle (not handle la, i mean it's hard to decide which place u supposed to be or which program u supposed to attend). But finally I choose to go to the conference and during the free time, i went out and see the progress of another program.:( Quite dilemma.

This evening, while waiting for my friend to pick me up to Gayang Seafood, i'll fill up my free time to read more English books and to read my favorite book which can helps me to add some English words to my brain's Vocabulary. "In order to have a good vocabulary, u must have a good memory". But i dont have a good memory.hahaha...just kidding.see you all soon. Sorry for my bad language and my bad grammar. i'm trying to improve.:)

Wasalamualaikum.
Your Sincerely,

Roxanne :)

Not feeling well(T____T)

Aslmualaikum to all of you....

I haven't been writing a new post here but i visit here everyday. It's just because i'm not in a good mood right now.I'm suffering flu plus migraine and my latest "sakit" is my pelvis pain. I mean "pangkal peha". This pain has been ages since 2006, but i never checked it with the hospital. i'm afraid something will happen to my pelvis bone. This pain caused by my carelessness. I slipped down and fall in my home kitchen at that time. The kitchen was slippery and i can't hold anything and then...Nahhhh..I'm suffering for ages! This pain was shrinking but then yesterday, as i was arrived in my office, i feel something strange with my legs, i couldn't walk normally like other people...OH YA ALLAH..I said to myself...I started to cry at that time...I waited patiently for this pain to fade away, but when i started to walk again, the pain was still there, until today, i applied for a one day leave to rest. I hope i can walk normally tomorrow.:'(
I think that's all for today...May ALLAH bless us....Ahlan Wasahlan Yaa Rajab....

Yours Sincerely,

Roxanne :)

Oh My English! :)

Aslmualaikum to all the readers out there ^_^Good morning!

This morning i arrived earlier than before because i want to fill up my fuel tank before i go to my office.haha...(so what? show off :P)
Well, back to the main topic above.OH MY ENGLISH! I'm sure most of us already heard the TV PROGRAMME -OH MY ENGLISH (launched by Astro) which will be showing every Sunday at 10am (TVIQ). I'm not gonna talk about the programme actually because i'm not a radio announcer or TV announcer.haha.just kidding. It's just this programme makes me realize the importance of the English Language nowadays. We know that most of the multinational companies, or even the local corporation, will recruit their workers by looking at the way they speak in English as well as their soft skills. If they only can speak well in front of the client or public, but they can't speak in English properly, the employer of the firm will automatically rejected them from being recruited. English is a global language for us. If we go outside our country especially the English speaking country, we must speak in English no matter how bad your English. It's because, now, look...If you don't know where is the public toilet let say in the London City, do you say "Di mana tandas?" right?haha. So you must ask the people in English, except you meet a Malay there, i guess that's your luck. :P
For me, honestly, i'm not a good speaker (I mean in English). Well, since i was child, i did speak a little in English, besides my family at my dad's side is an English speaking family but i seldom met them at that time. I think the English runs through my blood.haha...I'm not good at the English grammar, and not  a good listener in English. I see myself inconsistent when we talk about my performance in English. When i was in primary school, I'm the best student in English competitions,until i moved to secondary school.but then i don't know why in my Form 4, my English performance or level keeps on falling. I still can read and pronounce the words in English fluently, but i  can't speak in a proficient way of English, even my vocabulary was weak. But i managed to get a "B" for my SPM, Alhamdulillaah.
And then, during my university time, My English also was not that good. This is because my confidence level at that time. I'm not confident when talking in front of the public even presenting in front of my fellow friends. (How shame!) But then after i graduated from UiTM, I joined GEMS (Graduate Employability Management Scheme) which fully supported by the government. This programme is for the graduates like me at that time who wants to develop their soft skills as well as developing the confidence in English speaking. There's a lot of Module or classes provided for us in order to equip us with a better knowledge during interviews, even helps us on how to manage a big programme such as Carnival, Executive Dinner, Talent's Day and so all. All of the modules given were taught in English, and we are encouraged to speak in English everyday, if we speak in Bahasa, we will be fined. This 2 months programme helps me a lot. But well, u know, practice makes perfect right? Even u had joined the best programme in the world, but u don't practice, the result will be the same.u can't speak in English fluently (sad).
Opps..that's too much. Sorry, i'm not really good in English and i can't really come out with a boombastic word when writing so i just write here the way i know and let's learn together! Let's practice frequently.:)


 Wasalam. Love always,

 Roxanne ^__^

My tasks for today

Aslmualaikum,
well, this is my second entry for today. ^_^
It is already 5.20pm and i'm still stuck here in my office. After finished posting this entry i will punch out and driving all the way to my hommie :)
As for today, i managed to finish my tasks but unable to go to the IDP again. i'll go to the IDP tomorrow.SIGH, i hate to procrastinate, but i have to. :(
I started to learn that, the more you procrastinate, the more u suffer! so finished your tasks earlier, if possible please finished it on the spot after your boss give it to you.

That's for today, i don't have more ideas to be shared for now.This migraine is killing me.:(
 Love always.
Roxanne ^___^

Sleepy =_______=

Aslmualaikum to all the readers out there...
Gosh i'm sorry i haven't visit this blog since Friday. I was so busy attending a Pre-W-Course here in Kota Kinabalu (I don't want to explain further regarding the course, i'm afraid i might be blushing.haha...kidding) p/s: siapa tau, syukur.siapa still wondering what is the Pre-W-Course, pandai2 la,haha)
I  attended the course during Saturday and Sunday, so i planned to take a one day leave on MONDAY,that was yesterday. But guess what happen? My friend called me, and then I ended spending my leave at my own beloved office! Sigh. if i can sell my "CUTI", I will sell my cuti to those my friends who need it. I really give up applying for leaves. I will always end up spending my leave at my own office. My mom always scolding me for not taking a break, even during the weekends. I don't know why i always busy compare to my friends. I'm not holding a higher position in my workplace but i have to finish a lot of tasks...or should i say, ton of tasks! But i don't care about that actually, because people say i'm a workaholic person.haha...not totally true, but not utterly right as well.
Today i have to follow up our tasks (hopefully) and then i will go to IDP Education for an appointment once again. Ya ALLAH, please guide me through your path, Please help me to finish all these tasks successfully...

I think that's all for today.Ohh by the way, the title above is actually not related to what i'm talking about but, the fact is, I feel really SLEEPY now...SLEEPY HEAD. huhuhu....=__=

Love, Roxanne.

It's Friday ^___*

Aslmualaikum, finally it's Friday! I really love Friday, well i'm sure most of us love Friday too.wink wink ('',)Y. I don't want to stress the reason here.haha.Everybody knows :P

Well, today seems to be a very busy day for me.
I've been asked by my colleague to fill up the "Borang Keraian" for our Meeting which will be held next week on Wednesday,16th of May. Since early in the morning, i fill up and print the form in 3 copies. after this i'm gonna see my boss (my coordinator actually) to ask for his pengesahan la. and then i'll go the the Rector's Office and confirmed our foods order.

I have more forms to be filled (sigh) tiada online ka?hahaha..i'm tired of filling all the forms! peace.:p

See you in my next entry, May ALLAH Bless us and Happy Weekend (My special weekend this week because i hv to attend a "PRE W-COURSE") ^_________*

Wslm.

Yours Sincerely,

Roxanne :)

TASKS FOR TODAY 10th MAY 2012 ^__*

Below are my tasks for today:

1- Brushed up my TENSES (uhh i feel ashamed of myself, but never mind, there is always a room for improvement)
2- Appointment with IDP Education (Honestly i forgot the IDP is stands for what, but what i know is IDP is one of the education agent, for those who want to study abroad )
3- Practice and prepare for my IELTS exam (nervous+worried = mixed up)
4- Read Al-Quran
5- Yaasiin tonight (mlm Jumaat  routine)
6- updated later if there's any task given by my boss :)

Yours Sincerely,

Roxanne ^_^

Maher Zain- I Love You So

Aslmualaikum...good morning everybody ^____^
Let's listen to this song from Maher Zain (new single from his new album-Forgive Me)

Enjoy ^___*

Love always,

Roxanne :)

My first entry for my new blog *__^

Aslmualaikum to all the readers out there^___^

Woahhh...it's been a while (not a while, but so much "while" kidding :P) i haven't been blogging since my last post from my old blog was all about "LOVE HURT". it's all about my miserable life experiences.Today, after reading people's blog since morning, i feel like i wanna start again blogging. I feel inspired by those Muslimahs' blogs' which is written in fully English. Forgive me for my poor writing (typing :P) now. I dont have any spectacular ideas right now to post here but i realize that if we dont practice, all our skills will "go away". This happen to me right now. sigh. =_= I realllyyy love to write (old times), but after been "demotivated" by certain circumstances (See? i can't even write down my sentences properly like the old days), i stop writing, i stop blogging, and just being a silent reader to other peoples' blogs.

So, what i'm gonna do now is:

1) Write at least a short post here everyday (well if i can't maybe twice per week should be ok)
2) Write down my job tasks here so that i'll be motivated to visit my blog everyday besides doing my undone job tasks.
3) Posting pictures, or posting something informative,valuable,readable, and maybe presentable posts to the readers out there :) (If possible)
4) Preparing for my IELTS exam (will be posting about it later if i'm ready to share)
5) Preparing myself for a better future :)
6) Preparing myself for a better Muslimah, InsyaALLAH..Amiin
7) --------- no idea (yet) (",) Y

I think that's all for today, It's already 5pm, time to go home. heheheh

Yours Sincerely,

Roxanne ^_^