Aslmualaikum :)
I hope all of you are in a good condition.
This time I really don't have much to say, even I know, deep in my heart I want to share anything here in this blog. I'm just so lazy and I don't know why. Maybe because of too much things gyrated in my mind, my neurons become confused on what should I do, which one I should do first. I'm trying to solve my personal problem, but yet it's getting harder day by day.
Will write again next time. Thank you.
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Aidilfitri Mode ~~~
Aslmualaikum to all of the readers out there...
Today is the 5th day of Syawal. I've been away from this blog since my last post before the raya right.hehe. Well, maybe I need some time to think, mingle, searching around the ideas to write. As far as I know, I'm not an idealistic person.hoho...Seems I'm not using the right word to describe. never mind. I'm still learning.hehe
My raya this year? I don't feel the raya mode actually, well maybe because of some family conflict which distracted my mind from celebrating this raya. But, I do feel a little bit of raya by visiting relatives' house on the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd raya. And yesterday was our turn to invite all the relatives for our Open House. :) Feeling exhausted until yesterday night although the people keep coming in until 10pm. My head already feel the hint of Migraine, but I just swallowed the Actifast which given by my mom and fall asleep not long after that.
Another story, tomorrow, my IELTS result will be out and I don't have the feeling of nervous at all. Not because I'm confident but I just...I don't know, It feels like I'd spent my money for something that not worth it. I'm saying this because, I already decided to withdraw the scholarship and prepared for the registration of the local university here, in part time mode. Understandably when I said part time mode, I will be studying while working. I hope I can do my best, struggle to the best and I hope, success will always on my side. I know, it will be difficult to divide and manage the time between studying and working but, most of my friends can do that, so why not I?
So, now, I'm concentrating on preparing for the registration despite my head is spinning when I see the fee structure.haha...Of course it is expensive for a people like me but I hope I can pay my enrollment fee on time before the final exam.
Wish me luck :)
Yours Sincerely,
Roxanne ^_^
Today is the 5th day of Syawal. I've been away from this blog since my last post before the raya right.hehe. Well, maybe I need some time to think, mingle, searching around the ideas to write. As far as I know, I'm not an idealistic person.hoho...Seems I'm not using the right word to describe. never mind. I'm still learning.hehe
My raya this year? I don't feel the raya mode actually, well maybe because of some family conflict which distracted my mind from celebrating this raya. But, I do feel a little bit of raya by visiting relatives' house on the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd raya. And yesterday was our turn to invite all the relatives for our Open House. :) Feeling exhausted until yesterday night although the people keep coming in until 10pm. My head already feel the hint of Migraine, but I just swallowed the Actifast which given by my mom and fall asleep not long after that.
Another story, tomorrow, my IELTS result will be out and I don't have the feeling of nervous at all. Not because I'm confident but I just...I don't know, It feels like I'd spent my money for something that not worth it. I'm saying this because, I already decided to withdraw the scholarship and prepared for the registration of the local university here, in part time mode. Understandably when I said part time mode, I will be studying while working. I hope I can do my best, struggle to the best and I hope, success will always on my side. I know, it will be difficult to divide and manage the time between studying and working but, most of my friends can do that, so why not I?
So, now, I'm concentrating on preparing for the registration despite my head is spinning when I see the fee structure.haha...Of course it is expensive for a people like me but I hope I can pay my enrollment fee on time before the final exam.
Wish me luck :)
Yours Sincerely,
Sunday, August 5, 2012
Harness the power of words
Aslmualaikum to all of you...
I only write here when I have anything to say. But I think that is not enough for me to enhance my way of writing especially in English. Actually I got my entry title above from a book which I bought last year,"AWESOME VOCABULARY by Becky Burckmyer".I tried to pronounce her name correctly without folding my tongue.(just kidding). I'm telling you the same story every time I write here right? Well, it's not that i don't have any idea to write, it's just hard for me to practice and I need a peaceful environment to call for the ideas and points to elaborate. I've been practicing my English through this blog, bought some useful books, novels and speaking English to myself because I can't speak a proper English with my friends. well, actually I can, but the problem is my confidence in English. I always read in English, listening to an English radio station everyday,and the result, I can understand every single word they are talking but, my new problem is I can't apply what I've learnt before. I don't know how to explain but this problem is really disturbing me to perform well in English.
I watched Oh My English this early morning and I found it is really useful for me to watch it every week to detect the common errors when speak in English, such as "PASS UP YOUR HOMEWORK", I just knew that it was wrong to tell your students like that.haha.pity me. Actually, the right word to replace the "PASS UP" is "HAND IN". hoho.Thanks Astro for this spectacular programme for us.
I'm thinking of preparing a title for every post in my blog so that I can practice and can write about anything here, not just saying the same thing which can make the readers bored to death.haha
Ok, I think that's all for today, gonna watch our Badminton star, Dato' Lee Chong Wei to perform with his famous enemy and friend at the same time, Lin Dan, the 1st ranking world badminton player from China.
Yours sincerely,
Roxanne^_^
I only write here when I have anything to say. But I think that is not enough for me to enhance my way of writing especially in English. Actually I got my entry title above from a book which I bought last year,"AWESOME VOCABULARY by Becky Burckmyer".I tried to pronounce her name correctly without folding my tongue.(just kidding). I'm telling you the same story every time I write here right? Well, it's not that i don't have any idea to write, it's just hard for me to practice and I need a peaceful environment to call for the ideas and points to elaborate. I've been practicing my English through this blog, bought some useful books, novels and speaking English to myself because I can't speak a proper English with my friends. well, actually I can, but the problem is my confidence in English. I always read in English, listening to an English radio station everyday,and the result, I can understand every single word they are talking but, my new problem is I can't apply what I've learnt before. I don't know how to explain but this problem is really disturbing me to perform well in English.
I watched Oh My English this early morning and I found it is really useful for me to watch it every week to detect the common errors when speak in English, such as "PASS UP YOUR HOMEWORK", I just knew that it was wrong to tell your students like that.haha.pity me. Actually, the right word to replace the "PASS UP" is "HAND IN". hoho.Thanks Astro for this spectacular programme for us.
I'm thinking of preparing a title for every post in my blog so that I can practice and can write about anything here, not just saying the same thing which can make the readers bored to death.haha
Ok, I think that's all for today, gonna watch our Badminton star, Dato' Lee Chong Wei to perform with his famous enemy and friend at the same time, Lin Dan, the 1st ranking world badminton player from China.
Yours sincerely,
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Oh My IELTS...
Aslmualaikum to everyone...
Happy Fasting...woah...today is the 15th day of Ramadhan, which means we are already fasting about 15 days! How about your Ramadhan my fellow friends? Are you improving? Did you reflect yourself during this holy month? Well, this month only comes to us once in a year, so like previous post, I would be glad to emphasize here, we should grab the rewards from ALLAH as much as we can! For those who are still crawling to improve, keep it up! And please be sincere in whatever you do, leave it to ALLAH, have faith in ALLAH.
Fuhh..done for this week! COMMON TEST, ISTIADAT PENGANUGERAHAN, marking, etc... Let's struggle for the next week! be optimist and positive. (I was infected by the Oh My English virus. I love to see their enthusiasm to learn English, and their optimist teacher Mr Henry Middleton).
I will be sitting for my IELTS exam on 11th August 2012 (Saturday). I don't know what to say, I don't have much time to prepare, I'll just pray, hoping for ALLAH to ease my exam. I really hope that I can get a good result for IELTS. I'm not aiming a high band for this, because I know my weaknesses and I know I'm not so good in English. I tried so hard to correct my grammar and add up my vocabularies. My problem is I have a short term memory, so when I try to remember the complicated words, I just can remember the meaning of the words that time, after that it will gone like wind. I don't know why. Another problem is I can't apply the words for my everyday speaking such as in class, or even writing in my blog. Maybe I should build up a schedule to learn in English (Grammar, Writing, Listening, Speaking).
Good night peeps. Gotta chat with someone first.:)
Yours Sincerely,
Roxanne^_^
Happy Fasting...woah...today is the 15th day of Ramadhan, which means we are already fasting about 15 days! How about your Ramadhan my fellow friends? Are you improving? Did you reflect yourself during this holy month? Well, this month only comes to us once in a year, so like previous post, I would be glad to emphasize here, we should grab the rewards from ALLAH as much as we can! For those who are still crawling to improve, keep it up! And please be sincere in whatever you do, leave it to ALLAH, have faith in ALLAH.
Fuhh..done for this week! COMMON TEST, ISTIADAT PENGANUGERAHAN, marking, etc... Let's struggle for the next week! be optimist and positive. (I was infected by the Oh My English virus. I love to see their enthusiasm to learn English, and their optimist teacher Mr Henry Middleton).
I will be sitting for my IELTS exam on 11th August 2012 (Saturday). I don't know what to say, I don't have much time to prepare, I'll just pray, hoping for ALLAH to ease my exam. I really hope that I can get a good result for IELTS. I'm not aiming a high band for this, because I know my weaknesses and I know I'm not so good in English. I tried so hard to correct my grammar and add up my vocabularies. My problem is I have a short term memory, so when I try to remember the complicated words, I just can remember the meaning of the words that time, after that it will gone like wind. I don't know why. Another problem is I can't apply the words for my everyday speaking such as in class, or even writing in my blog. Maybe I should build up a schedule to learn in English (Grammar, Writing, Listening, Speaking).
Good night peeps. Gotta chat with someone first.:)
Yours Sincerely,
Friday, August 3, 2012
August 2012
Aslmualaikum and hello to everybody...
Sorry for not updating this blog. I've been a little bit busy these days. As busy as the bees. Besides, I don't have time to write something here, I just can read other people's blog and then get back to work. Well, this week will be the most busiest week because my students will be having their test today and tomorrow.
So for today, their COMMON TEST for MICROECONOMICS will be held at the Al-Bukhari Hall at 2.15pm. I hope they can answer well in the test.
Tomorrow, there will be another COMMON TEST for MACROECONOMICS at the same venue, which will be start at 9am.
Last Monday and Tuesday, I'm attending the Istiadat Kecemerlangan for Diploma students. I'm one of the AJK for the ceremony so of course I have to postpone the classes but I have to replace the class later. Most of my students are listed as the award receiver. I'm so proud of them. But one thing that made me surprise was their manners when receiving the award from our beloved Director or the official name is Rector. Some of them just like want to snatch the certificate and walk like nothing happen. Some of them smiling like the fish (lol), some of them (maybe nervous) did not say anything even a "Thank You". Luckily our beloved rector is a calm person and understanding. Some of their actions tickles my heart and make me laugh.haha (naughty me).
Nevertheless, I hope they can improve their manners and attitude in the future.
Roxanne^_^
Sorry for not updating this blog. I've been a little bit busy these days. As busy as the bees. Besides, I don't have time to write something here, I just can read other people's blog and then get back to work. Well, this week will be the most busiest week because my students will be having their test today and tomorrow.
So for today, their COMMON TEST for MICROECONOMICS will be held at the Al-Bukhari Hall at 2.15pm. I hope they can answer well in the test.
Tomorrow, there will be another COMMON TEST for MACROECONOMICS at the same venue, which will be start at 9am.
Last Monday and Tuesday, I'm attending the Istiadat Kecemerlangan for Diploma students. I'm one of the AJK for the ceremony so of course I have to postpone the classes but I have to replace the class later. Most of my students are listed as the award receiver. I'm so proud of them. But one thing that made me surprise was their manners when receiving the award from our beloved Director or the official name is Rector. Some of them just like want to snatch the certificate and walk like nothing happen. Some of them smiling like the fish (lol), some of them (maybe nervous) did not say anything even a "Thank You". Luckily our beloved rector is a calm person and understanding. Some of their actions tickles my heart and make me laugh.haha (naughty me).
Nevertheless, I hope they can improve their manners and attitude in the future.
Besides all my works thingy, I feel so nervous, nerves-wrecking, shaking combine altogether because next week I will be sitting for my IELTS. I know that my English is not that good, but I will try my best and do some preparations to sit for the exam. I'd spent more than RM500+ for this exam.I hope it worth. May ALLAH guides me.Aamiin.:)
Yours Truly,
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Should I or Shoudn't?
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Understanding and to be understood
Aslmualaikum.
Happy fasting to everyone. Today is the 4th day of Ramadhan which means our 4th day of fasting. Rewards from Allah during this month is unlimited, let's grab all the rewards by doing good deeds to others, read the Quran more often than before, don't forget to go to Solat Terawih, and Tahajjud as well. I'm not saying that we only can do all these ibadah during Ramadhan, of course we have to maintain our Iman all the time, even we have to increase our level of Iman everytime. I'm trying to say that Ramadhan gives us more opportunity to inculcate our Iman because the rewards are more than doubled and this is not the usual month for the Muslim community. So, let's muhasabah ourselves during this blessing month.
Well, back to the main topic. UNDERSTANDING AND TO BE UNDERSTOOD. Both give us different meanings but they must come together. Obviously, I'm referring to the relationship. Not just husband and wife, but friendship as well. Life as a "university teacher" is not as simple as people can say. Most of their time will be spent in campus. Unlike the "school teacher", if there is no extra class, no curricular activities, they can go home as early as 1.00 PM everyday. So, what qualities must the teachers have? Facing the students everyday, the staffs, even the outsiders. What do you expect? I have more than 100 students per semester to be handled. Do you expect for me to ignore them and just enter the class for teaching? no time for jokes? no time to listen to their problems? no time to reply their calls or messages? Students are our priority. We have to treat them as our siblings, or if we are much older than them, we have to treat them as our kids, they still need guidance from us. Someone told me, don't too LAYAN the students. I'm not, i know the boundaries between me and the students. I have to create the gap. That's the rule. Ahh, I forgot. Understanding and to be understood must supported by TRUST too. If you don't trust he or she, how can you understand her or his career? nature of their career? Sorry for being emotional this early morning. Forgive me ALLAH.
Yours Sincerely,
Roxanne.
Happy fasting to everyone. Today is the 4th day of Ramadhan which means our 4th day of fasting. Rewards from Allah during this month is unlimited, let's grab all the rewards by doing good deeds to others, read the Quran more often than before, don't forget to go to Solat Terawih, and Tahajjud as well. I'm not saying that we only can do all these ibadah during Ramadhan, of course we have to maintain our Iman all the time, even we have to increase our level of Iman everytime. I'm trying to say that Ramadhan gives us more opportunity to inculcate our Iman because the rewards are more than doubled and this is not the usual month for the Muslim community. So, let's muhasabah ourselves during this blessing month.
Well, back to the main topic. UNDERSTANDING AND TO BE UNDERSTOOD. Both give us different meanings but they must come together. Obviously, I'm referring to the relationship. Not just husband and wife, but friendship as well. Life as a "university teacher" is not as simple as people can say. Most of their time will be spent in campus. Unlike the "school teacher", if there is no extra class, no curricular activities, they can go home as early as 1.00 PM everyday. So, what qualities must the teachers have? Facing the students everyday, the staffs, even the outsiders. What do you expect? I have more than 100 students per semester to be handled. Do you expect for me to ignore them and just enter the class for teaching? no time for jokes? no time to listen to their problems? no time to reply their calls or messages? Students are our priority. We have to treat them as our siblings, or if we are much older than them, we have to treat them as our kids, they still need guidance from us. Someone told me, don't too LAYAN the students. I'm not, i know the boundaries between me and the students. I have to create the gap. That's the rule. Ahh, I forgot. Understanding and to be understood must supported by TRUST too. If you don't trust he or she, how can you understand her or his career? nature of their career? Sorry for being emotional this early morning. Forgive me ALLAH.
Yours Sincerely,
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Ramadhan is around the corner ^_^
Aslmualaikum.
I can't believe Sya'aban is coming to an end, which means, Ramadhan is on its way either this Friday or Saturday! ^_^ I'm so excited to wait for Ramadhan <3
My schedule, hectic as always. IELTS Preparation, Classes, Meetings, Tests, all in one. I hope I can handle all these stuffs well.
I don't have much to say but I really hope, I can achieve all my dreams. As Tan Sri Tony Fernandes said yesterday during his visit to my workplace, Nothing is impossible, Be ambitious, Ignore the people who laugh at you. Yes, I should quote his words for my inspiration. Thank you for your inspiring speech Tan Sri.
Yours Sincerely,
Roxanne^_^
I can't believe Sya'aban is coming to an end, which means, Ramadhan is on its way either this Friday or Saturday! ^_^ I'm so excited to wait for Ramadhan <3
My schedule, hectic as always. IELTS Preparation, Classes, Meetings, Tests, all in one. I hope I can handle all these stuffs well.
I don't have much to say but I really hope, I can achieve all my dreams. As Tan Sri Tony Fernandes said yesterday during his visit to my workplace, Nothing is impossible, Be ambitious, Ignore the people who laugh at you. Yes, I should quote his words for my inspiration. Thank you for your inspiring speech Tan Sri.
Yours Sincerely,
Roxanne^_^
Saturday, July 14, 2012
It's weekend already...
Aslmualaikum...
Time flies so fast until i realized that today is Saturday already,in the second week of July. Next week all the Muslims will be celebrating the fasting month. For me, I've been waiting for the Ramadhan to come every year. ALLAH had made this month so special to us the Muslims. Honestly I'm not excited for the Syawal or Hari Raya, I only anxiously waiting for this holy month, RAMADHAN. I hope I can do my best to grab the thousands of REWARDS from ALLAH...
Currently I'm waiting for the offers from our local universities to continue my studies. I really hope that I can further my studies THIS YEAR. ^_^
Despite all the things happen in my life, I feel so blessed by ALLAH when HE gives more opportunity and space for me to improved. Thank you ALLAH for your guidance all this time. And Thank you ALLAH for giving me such a lovely family and friends. I hope this will last forever till jannah.
Thank you for reading. Have a blessed day ahead.
Yours Sincerely,
Roxanne^_^
Time flies so fast until i realized that today is Saturday already,in the second week of July. Next week all the Muslims will be celebrating the fasting month. For me, I've been waiting for the Ramadhan to come every year. ALLAH had made this month so special to us the Muslims. Honestly I'm not excited for the Syawal or Hari Raya, I only anxiously waiting for this holy month, RAMADHAN. I hope I can do my best to grab the thousands of REWARDS from ALLAH...
Currently I'm waiting for the offers from our local universities to continue my studies. I really hope that I can further my studies THIS YEAR. ^_^
Despite all the things happen in my life, I feel so blessed by ALLAH when HE gives more opportunity and space for me to improved. Thank you ALLAH for your guidance all this time. And Thank you ALLAH for giving me such a lovely family and friends. I hope this will last forever till jannah.
Thank you for reading. Have a blessed day ahead.
Yours Sincerely,
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Toothache =_=
Aslmualaikum.
I'm suffering a toothache now. Just now, I calculated my teeth (silly me.hahahah). When I finished calculating my beloved teeth, I'm flabbergasted! You know why? Currently I have only 31 teethes! (Well, I supposed to have 32 teeth already because I'm mature enough.haha) So that means I'm suffering this toothache because of one growing teeth. huhuhu...It makes me feel awkward when talking...:'(
So now, what's the thing I want to highlight here? It's definitely not related with the title actually. Well, you know I've mentioned before that my weakness is to put a TITLE for anything, even a THESIS. hahaha (I should overcome this problem myself). I just want to tell you that I had already registered for my IELTS exam which dated on:
10th August 2012 (Friday) : Speaking Test
11th August 2012 (Saturday) : Writing Test
YA ALLAH, Please help to get the best result for my IELTS. Aamiin...
So, now, I have to prepare and must struggling to get the flying colors result.
I'm confused now. I'm in a great dilemma. Should I go overseas or just continue my studies here? Only ALLAH knows what's the best for me.
Yours Sincerely,
Roxanne^_^
I'm suffering a toothache now. Just now, I calculated my teeth (silly me.hahahah). When I finished calculating my beloved teeth, I'm flabbergasted! You know why? Currently I have only 31 teethes! (Well, I supposed to have 32 teeth already because I'm mature enough.haha) So that means I'm suffering this toothache because of one growing teeth. huhuhu...It makes me feel awkward when talking...:'(
So now, what's the thing I want to highlight here? It's definitely not related with the title actually. Well, you know I've mentioned before that my weakness is to put a TITLE for anything, even a THESIS. hahaha (I should overcome this problem myself). I just want to tell you that I had already registered for my IELTS exam which dated on:
10th August 2012 (Friday) : Speaking Test
11th August 2012 (Saturday) : Writing Test
YA ALLAH, Please help to get the best result for my IELTS. Aamiin...
So, now, I have to prepare and must struggling to get the flying colors result.
I'm confused now. I'm in a great dilemma. Should I go overseas or just continue my studies here? Only ALLAH knows what's the best for me.
Yours Sincerely,
Roxanne^_^
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